| it's been exactly one month of summer for me. isn't that weird? someone once told me that people change the most during the summer between freshman and sophomore year. is that true? i feel like we're all growing up really fast. like we have been maturing 3, 5, 7..years in this one summer. hm kind of scary, i think. at least i hope what we're going through is how it should be or somewhat natural and we're not just forcing ourselves to try and act much more mature. i don't think i'm ready to see us all growed up... |
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| HAPPY SUMMER  |
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| you know when people say they "mess up every good thing that has ever happened" to them? it's quite a depressing thought. i wonder though...is it possible to doubt every good thing that happens to you? as in becoming so cynical that once you start feeling like something is really great, this huge looming cloud of doubt automatically comes every single time? does this happen to everyone because the world just isn't as happy as it used to be and "it's better to be safe than sorry" or is it just individual people who feel this way because they have become too hardened and untrusting? are you supposed to just break the cycle by ignoring the unhappy cloud of fear? or is it once something perfect (or as perfect as something can be in this lifetime) comes along, the cycle will be easily and automatically broken?
hm...that was almost all questions. |
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| i feel like i need to make a more optimistic post
so i guess all of my problems haven't gone away, but things have been getting a lot better. at this point, i really can't imagine myself at any other school but Rice. there are still issues that will take a lot of time to resolve, but i can definitely say that i'm not sad, which is always good! heh 
miss all of you! |
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